Wangwenjie(:

2010-12-25T08:27:00.000-08:00

A pinch of thoughts for some to know.
She lies through her skin leaving me bewildered the last time I see.
I shan't lay myself tortured within you.
For all I did,I did not reap what I sow.
For I have been truly devoted to you.
I reaped a devil of you.
You infested my mind in matter of days.
You leeched time of mine off me.
I was blinded by Love.
For I know I love for who you are.
Whispers and gossips of you surrounds when you're not around.
He followed his heart despite hearing what he hears.
After everything was exploited,in the end.
He was the one who understands it all.
He knows the outcome of this undefined Love.
He knows the best of you.
He was awaken of the fact how ugly you are.
Not on the outside,but the inside.
The devil within you took control of it's situation.
The devil was no one but your arrogant character.
You do what you only believe in.
Not being able to even pause to see.
How others around you feel for that step you took.
For I say that,it doesn't means all fault lies within you.
For I know I'm ain't perfect.
I've got flaws.
But for one thing I know.
I do not flaunt my flaws .

2010-08-11T12:27:00.000-07:00

Hey baby, bet you were not expecting this post. (:
And you think I'm sleeping, but hehehe, I'm not! :P
Okay, urm, yesterday I had a lot of things I wanted to write on your blogm but right now my mind is totally blank, like what the heck~
Let's see, okay.

First I want to tell you that even though this few days had been a roller coaster ride for us, things happened unexpectedly, and ended unexpectedly too, I'll still love you lots. And I mean A LOT.
Because we've been through 1 year 4 months of bitterness, sweetness, sourness and salty-ness. ( I think there's no such words but if you can understand that's enough already! :P )
There's nothing that can stop us from being together now.

You are the worst boyfriend in the past, but the best now!
You changed for me because you want to be with me, you pamper me because you love me, you give in to me whenever I throw missy tantrum, and most importantly, you love me for the way I am. You saw the ugliest side of me, yet you didn't mind.

You know I'm not the most perfect girlfriend that you could have because I have many many flaws, you know there are many better girls out there than me, yet you still treat me like I am your most precious.

I don't really know how to end this, but I'll write down a list of things I'll promise to do. This way, I won't be able to forget it!

1. I'll promise to listen to you!
2. I'll promise to change my attitude for you
3. I'll promise not to throw you to others, not to throw you alone.
4. I'll promise to answer my phone, whenever we quarrel. ( BUT I NEED TO COOL DOWN )
5. I'll promise to treat you like human, not a mindreader!! Gonna give you obvious hints from now on :D
6. I'll promise to "abuse" you lesser LOL. Cut down on those annoying sound I make LOL.
7. I'll promise to be more independent.. :(
8. I'll promise to LOVE YOU FOREVER, TILL DEATH DO US APART. <3

Anymore you add in yourself hao bu hao??!
Very late le. Gonna have 2 hours of sleep :(
Hope you like this post okay!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU XOXO- YOUR BABY

2010-08-09T16:11:00.000-07:00

It takes two special people,

To make a loving pair.

There’s a joy just being around you,

A feeling we love to share.

For years of joy and pleasure.

May each year keep getting better,

With memories to treasure.
Nothing can measure between our love.

Remember the first flush of love

that drew us powerfully together?

It still feeds the unassailable bond

that makes our relationship so secure.

Remember all the qualities about each other

you found so endearing?

They are still there,

and new ones create sweet surprises.

Remember thinking that this love

would last forever?

Your love has strengthened and grown

into eternal affection and admiration.

Years from now, you'll look back

at this anniversary

and realize we love each other

more than ever.

Happy Anniversary Baby!:D:D:D:D:D:D

SURPRISE EH?It's been 1 year 5 months already.
Yet we still do quarrel about little stuffs.
You thought I didn't sent you a goodnight message eh? LOL
NOOB.
There was some error so I editted this post again.
Baby,hope you will be glad upon reading this post. I love you.

No bitches can intrude us!

2010-08-06T12:51:00.000-07:00

I feel like a asshole seriously.
All this time thinking you didn't put in a single brick to build this relationship up.
But now I see,that you,do fork out a lot.
How can I do this.
I'm still the old selfish me despite the changes I've made.
Baby I'm sorry.
I will make it up to you.
I will again,improve myself for you.
For that,I wanna be your HUSBAND~
I don't mind you of anything.
And I do mean it.You should know.
For I have been with you for so long.
I will never ever hurt you no more.
I will TRY to be there for you when you need me from now onwards.
I will.Trust me.
Oh god,I'm just so freakin' in love with you.
What a dilema between my life or your's.
Your life is more important than mine.
I will sacrifice to do anything for you.
I promise.
I love you.

2010-07-23T13:53:00.000-07:00

I lie on the ground, and stare into space,  the stars start to move, into the shape of your face.   I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile,  that I like to see.   You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see",  I see only two people, just you and me.   We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink,  as the sun starts to set.   I wish I could be, in that one special place,  as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space.  Just you and me,happy as can be.

2010-07-22T10:22:00.000-07:00

Few days ago,quarreled with baby. On that night,was really very saddening.
I couldn't speak up.
When I saw what she wrote.
But after thing was settled down,she apologised for being so moody.She didn't mean what she say.Hope what she say is truueee.
Finally! Got my Singtel promoter pay.
Brought BABY to Seoul garden for a feast.
End up getting ourself to bloated.
Baby went to the toilet 5 times.LOL....
After that,we went westmall meet up with leon to study some maths.
Trying to chase up!
And now,what we did today?
I was sleeping,when suddenly,I received a phone call.
It was baby,saying she is coming over.
Well,okay.
I woke up,and few hours ago from what I'm doing now.
I couldn't recall what I did in the morning neither how do I woke up.LOL#@$@#$

Baby is having serious stomaches.
So brought her to the polyclinic at Jurong.
After that we went to have our dinner.
On the bus,when reaching our destination.
She found this pink little ball,and being so fascinated.
I took it and play.

Down stairs my house,a badminton field.

We were challenging whose rebound can go higher.
MINE WENT UP TO 3-4 STOREYS BABY.

As for baby's turn,something bad happened.

I was standing at the other side of the court.
Preparing to receive the drop back.
Guess what?
She threw the ball on the ground.
It didn't turn out what we expected.
The ball didn't went up straight.
It went flying like a bullet towards me.
No time to react,I got hit.
Not anywhere special,just my groin.
MY DOUCHEBAG.

For a few minutes ,my world seemed silence
All I heard was Baby's sarcastic laughter running towards me.
What an asshole.
If our baby next time were to be deformed.
You had better remember what you did on 22/7/10 6.54pm.
LOL.
Ok la,thats all for today. Going to dota with baby.ILOVEYOU!

2010-06-28T11:11:00.000-07:00

Recently was watching You're beautiful.
A Korean drama.
The drama was quite nice with handsome and beautiful cute ladies.LOL

Recently,Baby's friend's boyfriend something happened.
Don't really think I should post it out for the sake of privacy.
Cheer up.
And because of that,Baby learned things in life somethings are to be treasured.
She have been a good girlfriend recently although sometimes quarrels are inevitable.

Ok then,I'm going to sleep now. Lastly,I love you baby!
Treasure me pl0x!

2010-06-03T12:18:00.000-07:00

We had gone through tons of obstacles. We had gone through a half of our life. The next half of our journey,I'm looking forward to it.

It's been 13 months going 14 already.
Yet we are just like newbies. I admit it wasn't hard handling you.
But result was always that sweet to savour.
I admit you have the worst temper I ever seen,
But in the end you would apologise and try to change it.
I admit,You are the best.
And all you would do is to smile like a retard and bite me.
You always like to make a butt of joke out of yourself.
You are retarded. Sometimes you tried to help out,but getting things worst.
But I don't know why,I love you so much.
Perhaps,it is affinity.
Something just like fate hard to depict.
You shall be my only love.(:
I love you

2010-05-21T08:33:00.001-07:00

She lies beside me,while I'm down here updating my dead old blog.
She snores and drips saliva but it's okay.
She has the most angelic face I ever seen.
Adorable but FIERCE.
She does not liked to be disturbed when asleep.
When she is awake ,anyone,even me,disturbs her.
She would go into a roaring rage.LOL.
Baby ar baby,that is what makes you special.
I love youuu baby.(:

2010-04-11T05:02:00.000-07:00

Times really changed.
I am feeling very remorseful now.
Now I get the point,why her mother hates me so much.
Money is really something important.
Times would say that loving someone you don't need money to live extra happier.
But I think,sometimes,not being able to support what your love ones wished for leaving dissapointments in them.
This kind of feelings are hard to swallow.
Not being able to give her what she wants.
I feel kind of useless.
But,I think she loves me for who I am.
Maybe just some misunderstanding .
Money money money.
Why is this world talking about money.
Why can't they make it money free in this world so no one could be more superior than each other.
Equal level of morale.
No family problems.
No dispute over money.
Everything would be great seriously.
Everything can go as planned,it is just money that practical thing that is acting upon every single event.
I hate it.
I hope,she understands this is the way I feel.

Maybe this is part of life,you need to strive to understand.
This society is indeed cruel.

I really want her to be happy,but I'm just broke.
What can I do?
Sorry bee.

If one day,you have ever thought of leaving to have a better life,
I will understand.

2010-04-09T13:39:00.001-07:00

You are my only crave.This is what I always say.Day by day,before june or may.I love you and this is what i say."My only plain jane not some spicy may,there is something more for me to say.i say we were meant for each other.just staying beside each other,You can be the mother,I can be the father,Let's give birth to a toddler.this is all I ever wanted."You accepted and hugged me tight.Wishing I will never fall out of sight.During the night you love to bite.Like a dummy,no complains i let you bite.Sometimes we do get into a 'fight'.In the end we would let out a sigh.Breaking up is a painful lie.Shh,dont say that 'lie', we can solve this not during the 'fight'.We sat down,calmed down and talk things out.We calmed down,you sound out,i cried it out.Now it is the time,I make a vow.To make you mine for life,this is the vow.We have solved it out.How now?Nothing now,baby.Why can't you just see.You and me.No he or she have the key to intrude our life.I love you.(:

2010-04-09T12:59:00.000-07:00

1 year have passed,you are still right in my heart.
You never fail to leave sweetness,sourness and bitterness.
You shine brightly in my heart despite how dark my heart is.
You brought light into my heart.
And now,I think with my heart more than my brain does.
I follow what my heart says as it is always right.
You cleared every single obstacles infront of us.
You refine my behaviour in a sense that,it is all credited to you only.
To defeat your enemy,is to use love.
Conquer right into him,attack his weak spot.
Me myself,I tried to overcome my worst enemy.
Which is me myself.
I couldn't do it.
But it was you,changed my thinking, cleanse my thoughts.
Sometimes,it rains tears.
After every rain,sunshine will brim through the heart of ours.
Quarrels are inevitable.
Accidents are inevitable.
To learn to love someone,you must trust yourself.
Willing to let your heart do the speaking.
A person if speaks after thinking is someone whom isn't using his real thoughts.
Speak with your heart,not your mouth.
This means,not everyone can see or hear what you think.
It is only people with telepathy can know each other well.
Speaking with your heart is something more truthful,more reliable and lastly, more sincere.
Those who speaks with their mouth isn't always reliable.
A human's thought is devacious.
Baby,I speak with my heart.
And it is only you whom I speak to with my heart.
You and I carry this great bond,
That no matter how much obstacles rush into us,
end of the day,we break it through.
Baby,thanks for these few months of care and concern you give.
I love you.

2010-02-26T12:33:00.000-08:00

You will be,and you would be.
My one and only.

No matter what,be it good or bad,
You will still be mine.

Be told or to be told,
by words melting your your heart.

So,you will be,and you would be,
mine forever.

When you say,forever seems impossible.
Nothing is impossible.
When I move on to the other dimension of this world,
My thoughts will still be of you.
You live in the heart and soul of mine.
This is what I called eternity.

Eternity shall replace forever.
I love you(:

2010-02-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

Dime lights cast shadows upon us.
It's getting colder and yet I've got warmth from you.
I hugged you tight close to my chest not going to let you suffer coldness anymore.
I looked at your eyes deep inside thinking how vulnerable you would be without me.
I'm sent to protect you and share your thoughts.
I love you,baby. You are the best I've got.

2010-02-19T11:51:00.000-08:00

Well,today went to bugis to fetch baby from work. Reached there at around 1730. She spoiled her own surprise.
She called me knowing I was eating when I'm actually not.LOL
She told me she is stuck at the stair case.What a idiot.LOL
Reached there,pei her go eat.
Damn it,She keep looking at me in the eye.
Really makes me veh frustrated and shy.LOL

Dont know whats wrong with her these days.
Her temper became quite well controlled too.(:
After that went window shopping at Bugis street.
Got myself a black long sleeve tee.
After that wanted to go to the temple over there to pray but closed.Saded.
Guess what?
She slacked from 1730 to 2100LOL
Cool eh?
Her manager went to Malaysia.
That is why she is slacking her time with me.LOL
Guess what?
Got myself and her a watch.(:
She is very happy,so am I.LOL
Well was planning what to do after her work,wanted to go swimming at her counsin's condo but I think it was too late.
After her work trained to boonlay.
While on the train,We were playing ActionPotatoes on my HTC tattoo.LOL
We got mad over it and she did stupid stuffs as usual.LOL
Then blablabla,Walked from lakeside station to my house again(:
Had quite a romantic walk and good talk with her.
Reached my house slack slack.
Went down to eat(:
She ordered laksa.
Well,as you guys know,she cannot handle chilli in her mouth as she might just burst off into tears upon tasting it.
But she said this,For your sake I'm going to adapt to eating HOT stuffs.LOL
Touched.
Here is the funny part,She was picking up this piece of siew mai.
She she wanted to dip it into mayonise sauce.
Well,bad thing happen.
Siew mai was stuck.LOL
She tried like 30 seconds trying to get it out.
But fail.LOL
So I asked her,Since you are using chopsticks,why not poke it up?LOL
Retarded,
To her alarm,she received lots of mayo on her siew mai.
Her facial expression was damn c0x.
LOL.
Cant stop laughing .
She is a bit off now.
Fancy laughing to a piece of siew mai joke for like 10mins?LOL
After she ate it,Guess what.
She feel very disgusted.
She wanted to vomit,I thought she was joking so I laughed even louder.
I got smacked.LOL
My fault ok?):
Sorry.
She got angry at me for not worrying and caring for her.
So she walked to my house very fast.
Now her revenge on me.
While walking back to the lift of my house with Archie.
I didn't know she hide in a corner waiting for me to scare the shit out of me.LOL
How nice,
for this 17 years of my life.
That damn idiot just effing scare off my guts.LOL
I got frustrated and scolded her.LOL
She was upset.LOL
After that she rushed to my house and pack her things and left.
I followed her down and blablabla.
We made peace.(:

How adorable of her to believe one thing I told her before.
I told her girl's with wrinkles near their armpits when they grow up they will be ugly.
She even told Doph that.LOL
Coming to think of it.
She was under this lie of mine for 2months.
And to think of it,I slipped my tongue and told her it was a joke.

LOLL@$%

End up,I've got myself 2 numb nipples.
Effing pain.
Pinched like nuts.
After that sent her back home.(:

Well,today is a happy day,yea,happy.(:

Baby,You are the best.(: No one is comparable to you.(:
I love you.

2010-02-18T08:07:00.001-08:00

Veh worried for you.
Scared you might run away.
Hope it will be better than I think bah.):

2010-02-16T05:48:00.000-08:00

Today very suay. Dropped a pack of ice blast left with 17 sticks.How sad.And nice,dropped a 2 dollar note.Very sad.But nevermind.

For this whole of my life,I never treated someone so seriously before
Of course,I do love you a lot.
Reading this,I hope you would be glad.

You often make fuss out of things,
Or pinch my nipples in the public,I might feel embarassed.
Underneath my heart,I feel very contented and glad.

Over this 10 months being together,
Never will I feel empty,
Looking back at how stupid I was.
You treated me the best among all of my ex.

To me,you are really important.
Having to hug you right by my side everytime.
I feel a sense of stability.
Stability in this relationship,baby.

I know this isn't sweet enough,
So,do read on the best is yet to come yet.

Craving for your care and concern everytime I do stupid stuffs.
Only when you care,I learn to appreciate.
Placing you in my heart was easy,taking you out was impossible.
You stayed in my heart,to be there for me whenever I needed you.
Reality isn't important.
I think this is about us.
Gradually,you convinced me.
Having you to talk to,console my heart,
Time passes,I found myself in a road of no return.
Endlessly in love with you.
Don't you think so?

I don't wish for anything in life.

Loving you would be my only want.
On the day we got together,
Very sure of it,You are the one.
Eternity speaks in the heart's of people.

You please the hearts of my family.
Only you,were being accepted by my family.
Unity grows stronger in our hearts.

Still awaiting for the day we would get together.
Having a child to hold in the arms of ours.
A goal in life for me.
Really do hope you won't leave me,baby.
Only you could understand me.
No one could.

No one could understand my pain,my stress,my thoughts.
Glad to tell you,only you could.
As you hugged me to sleep at times,
Nevertheless,I hope you won't let go,Iloveyou baby.(:

2010-02-11T19:29:00.000-08:00

These few days really made me thought a lot.
But still,I can't neglect baby.
Until she says,I thought of it.
Baby,im sorry .

Recently your temper sucks,but I can understand.(:
When I say this,you dont bhb think everytime also can like that.
NO.
Later everytime see you so stress I will feel very bu zi zai.
Thanks for being there when I needed you.
Althought you tried some cold jokes,but i didnt laugh.
To me,deep down my heart.
I'm giggling at how cute and stupid you are.LOL

Baby ar,10 months together le.
If counting in with the past,It's a year le baby.

Dont leave me okay?
Iloveyou.
STUPIDLITTLEUNREASONABLEFATPIG:D

2010-02-10T21:49:00.000-08:00

These few days I think back to those days me running around,having fun everyday.
I noticed I wasted 3 years doing nonsense,but made great friends.

Yesterday was really the day that make me regretted my life.
When I was still a toddler,my grandpa would place me on his leg and sway me up and down.
If you were to ask,What is my best childhood memory.
The answer is none other than staying with my grandfather.
He would bring me down to get me some ice cream.
I remember when I was young ,no one had time to takecare of me.
I would be placed at a auntie house for care.
My grandpa the only one who rejected the idea of it.
He say he would take care of me.
So every saturday he would take me back from the babysitter.

He told me things when I grow up that I shouldn't do.
Every new year we would gather and have our dinner.
He would give me a red packet and say.
快高长大，乖一点，不要学坏.
Grandpa,I'm sorry.
I'm really a bad grandson afterall.
Now I think, I not only wasted 3 years.
I wasted my grandpa's teaching too.

Few weeks back,knowing he was admitted to NUH.
Next day went down to visit him.
I told him,Ahgong,this year reunion dinner,you coming right?
He replied, I don't even know if I can live till then.

His reply made me blank.
I can't believe it.
Comparing him to the past, he slimmed down a lot.
It hurts me to see him like that.
Before I left,I turned around to look at him.
All I can see,he sat up looking at me and wave back to me.

I didn't know,that was the last time I see him.
His image stills portraits in my mind.
At his funeral,I cried at some times.
I was thinking,I use to see him right infront of me sitting beside me talking to me.
Now,I see him lying beside me,in a casket.
No matter how hard we call his name,there was no response.
My heart felt immense pain.
During cremation,I tried very hard to not cry.
But my eyes gave in to my tears upon seeing his casket entering the cremation room.
I turned away,and looked at his photo.
In the photo,his eyes were red .
He was crying.
I really see it.
I really didn't want him to leave.
Posting this post I really makes me emotional.

After cremation,I was still crying.
I cried my way back to chua chu kang.
Thinking that how unfillial I was.
Grandpa,I wonder what you are doing now.
May you watch me from above,guard me,correct my sins.
Rest in peace,grandpa.

2010-02-05T12:06:00.000-08:00

This few days really brought me down to my knees.
But thanks to friends around me,mentally and physically helped me out through everything.
Thanks brothers&sisters.
Was quite traumatised through everything.

Today,bad luck didn't end.
My grandfather passed away.
I am really brought down to me knees.
For my whole life,this 17 years.
Me,wang wen jie have never felt to helpless before.

It's like me standing on a pole.
As time goes by,walls start to erode.
Leaving me panic on top of it.
Anytime I might fall.
I'm really tired.
Very tired.
I could break down anytime.
Serious.
God,please don't make fun of me anymore.
Stop taking lifes away from me.

Baby,it's not your fault.
Just take it it's my fault.
Taking up this responsibility,hope you cherish me more.

Now,so many things happened.
I seriously could break down anytime.
I'm like a dead leaf on a tree.
A light blow could blow me off.
But I've got branches holding on to me.
Which are my closest friends&baby.

You all are really good friends.

Sigh,don't know what is wrong with me.
Now,finally.
this message below is for my grandfather.

When I was young,You held me by my hands.
Swinging me from your legs up and down.
It's been 17 years.
I failed,my duty,as a grandson.
You were my cloest when I was young.
You would talk to me about reasons in life.
As times goes by,things change,grandpa.
My family broke apart leaving broken puzzles.
Now I regret,not having to visit you more often.
I remembered,1 week ago I visited you at NUH.
You were lying on the bed.
Flashingback,You were big size with a tummy back years ago.
But now ,all I see was bones.
It hurts.
I remember when I left.
I turned back to look at you.
You sat down there with evening light brimming through the window.
I almost cried.
But I pulled my tears back down.
I know,if I were to cry,you will be very unwilling to leave this world in peace.
Ah gong,I failed you.
Last of all,
I remember saying,"Come back and reunite and have dinner with us."
All you said was,"I'll try."

Grandpa,,may you rest in peace.
I love you.

2010-01-29T13:10:00.001-08:00

Baby,everything will be alright.
We have been through a lot of problems.
This isn't the hardest.
We will get this pass us as soon as possible.
You can do it.
I trust you.
Life isn't great without you around.
But to be sure of course there are doubts of me from you.
You do doubt me sometimes.
But still,misunderstandings would be cleared.
Do hope that you could trust me.
Baby I'm off to sleep now.
I love you.

Goodbye,is always the hardest word of the day.

2010-01-29T04:13:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating for so long.
Busy with studies.
and stressing over problems.

I'm seeking help to anyone who is looking at this post now.
I'm in need of money to save a life.
Zzz
This isn't a hoax.
To those who ain't close to me or what,I can't tlel you the problem im having except to my swiss cottage ex cloes school mates and friends i trust and brothers.
Sorry if i didn't contact anyone of the cause.
I lost all contacts.
Ya,very stress now.
Zzzz,school also another thing.
Chemistry is getting damn hard.
My brain is failing.
Dn't know what's wrong with me.
I just simply can't concerntrate.
Damn it.
Got to go now,need to study and get some more help.
Ciao .

2010-01-17T04:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was just some nightmare seriously.
Everything was just gone in the very minute.
Thought it was alright after walking off to exit.
But it just goes wrong.

It's hard I know,
But I will try.
Nothing is impossible yet,
Somethings are near to impossible but there is confirm a way to the light.
Lol.
I don't know what to say but I feel it's very wasted seriously.
It's the truth,
Really.
I don't know what I'm currently saying now.
I know it's kind of not-like-me.
But seriously,
I can't help thinking back.
But I can,I sure can,stop myself day by day.
I hope.
Maybe?
No,It's a must.
I've got my 'O' levels to pursue,
These things shan't tie me down.
Okay,That's all.

Hope,you can find someone,Who really do,who really does,You know what I mean.
Anything were to happen,We are still friends.
Maybe?
It's up to you though.
Goodluck.Ciao

2010-01-14T08:04:00.000-08:00

Well,I'm doing homework now. CIAO.
Be right back in 2 hours time :D
( revising and hands on)

2010-01-11T08:31:00.000-08:00

Well,yesterday was hell.
Today was lovely.
Sorry eh baby.
Got you pissed off on anniversary.
My fault yea.
As long both of us realise our mistakes,I see our story moves on.
Today went to school.
Damn JE,gave me a A,M session schedule.
I arrived at 8am,
To my surprise,they say pm students starts classes aat 2pm.
So I asked them,I already reached so they put me in the A.M classes.
Was bored and cold.
Suddenly I saw a late comer,
Guess who?
Yuxuan.LOL
She asked about leon blabla.

Yea thats all.
After that went to commonwealth to fetch baby from her 'o's.
She got 18.
Congratulations to those who got swrrt points out there.
Baby got 18.
Not bad le.(:
After that went to mac after her result taking.
Went to her house took books and accesorries.
Then set off to my house.
Baby is having a hard time choosing courses.
Hope she don't go to somewhere far.
It would be hard to meet her by then.
Currently missing baby and Archie.
Archie is staying overnight at 187.
Hope he is sleeping now.
Baby,jiayouuu.<3

2010-01-10T09:26:00.000-08:00

Fucked up.
Your fault yet cannot say a word of sorry.
If you didn't kept it from me.
Would I be angry over last year thing?
You always throw tempers.
Now what,use to throwing your temper regardless your fault or my fault?
What you want from me.
Fuck,don't know for fuck so angry for what.
Say you have change your temper.
Why can't you admit wrong ley?
I just want a simple sorry.
Is that like a piece of gold taken away from you?
For people out there reading my blog.
I'm ain't going to say what happen as this is privacy.
I'm just dissing my anger on blogger only.
Seriously,whats wrong.
I'm ain't good enough for you?
Why you need to treat me so differently?
fuck it la.

2010-01-10T05:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,baby over night at my house.Dota :D

After that today afternoon send her to redhill then went off to meet my aunty.
Damn it,Reached my aunt's work place,WAS LOST.LOL
Lost for around 2 hours walking around Lavender .
Sweat like shit.
End up my aunt came to fetch me.LOL
Damn it,I was at ah hui frog porridge ,She called me to turn left cross the street,the building that sells furnitures.
How nice there was another ah hui frog porridge shop at the front too .
Next street sells the same thing too.
Damn bad luck.LOL
After that went to my grandma house ate and left.
Went to Bugis.
Baby told me she was at fareast.
So yea,Bugis was like hmm,quite near fareast if I'm ain't wrong about that.
Shopped around.
After that get my pants tappered.
Called baby where is she.
How nice she was at bugis OG there.
Some where I was there too.LOL
She was looking around for me when I'm looking at her like 5metres away only.
She looked at me and turned away.
Not knowing that was me.==
What a retard.LOL
Baby was very happy upon seeing me.LOL
She told me that this is called affinity.LMFAO.
Cute laa.
So cab home.
And now I'm right infront of my lappy blogging away.
Baby,Happy 9th months.
I love youuu.:D

7 more days(:

2010-01-08T03:26:00.000-08:00

Well school today lasted for an hour only.LOL
Today just elaborated on the history of BMC blablabla.
Sorry baby.
Can't apply for a transfer to Dhoby gaut.
They say it's scheduled.Zzz
Monday,tuesday at Admiralty.
Wedsnesday,Thursday and friday will be at jurong east.
Hmm,Saturday might have lessons.
Not too sure.LOL
After school went to Gombak to meet leon,bernard and clique.
After that went for lunch together went home dota.LOL
Got pwned straight 5 rows with brentLOL.
SUCKS.
OK,bye:D

2010-01-07T17:27:00.000-08:00

Starting school in another 1 hour plusplus.LOL
Wonder how will be BMC like.
Of course it can't be better then swiss.
LOL.
Counting down to the minute I leave my house steps.
New year resolution?
YEAH,Study hard get a 'O' level cert.
Last long with her.
Last of all,Wish those clique of mine do study hard and study together as a 'o' level canditate.(:

I hope karhoe is doing fine in ITE now.
It's been a few days since I onlined.
Yesterday Leon called me saying he miss me.LOL#@%#@
GAY BITCH.
As for bernard,hmm.
I wonder too,He say he was going for private too.
Well not too sure about that.
Called him but he didn't called back or what.
Wonder whats happening.o.o
Well,got to go prepare now.BYE FOLKS.

2010-01-07T00:58:00.000-08:00

SHAG.

Just woke up.
Going to blog bout what happened yesterday.
I woke up at around 2pm plus and called baby up.
After that I felt a sudden urge of stomach ache.
LOL.
Didn't use my house toilet.
Don't ask me why,Cause I don't know why.LOL
Then prepared to leave the house go find baby.
Reached her house void deck at around 4?
As usual,My daily routine was to wait.LOL
She promised to eat together so I didn't eat.
She ate at home.LOL
Nevermind.Forgive her.LOL
Went to TiongBahrhu to check for shows currently showing.
Watched Alvin and chipmunks 2.
Hmm,it's not as good as the previous one but yeah,worth watching though.
In the meanwhile to 7pm,me and baby went to XingTianDi,GO DOTA:D
LOL.The dota there sucks.
After the movie,slack at redhill,blablablas.
Send her home.(:
And then this is the moment where the problems flooding through.
I've gotta send my brother to school due to the incident of him not attending school the day before yesterday.
He said he was at library.Zzz
Stupid reasons.So to lift off my mum's stress.
I didn't sleep throughout the night afraid that I would sleep throught the night.
Woke him up at 6am,scolded him again.
After that he delayed his time,damn it.
When reached yewtee.
It was raining heavily so I sheltered him.ZZZ
Drenched home in MRT. Sad case.
Worst,more to come was Archie ran out of house again. Damn it.
I walked over to 187 check if he was there.
A few occasions of him running away the house and went to 187 my mum's workplace,so I thought he might be there.
It was raining heavily and once again I was too rushed that I forgot my umbrella.
Took the life to 15,walk down to 1st floor checking every floor. SHAG.
find him,I called my mum,she say he will come back itself de.ZZZ
Then on the way home I was searching.
Then I remembered it was raining.
So I called my mum to check outside my house for Archie's footprints.LOL
GG.com,He was hiding at 6th floor feeling lost when my mum found him.
Idiot.==
LOLL.

So went to sleep after all these commotions.
Yea,will be meeting baby tomorrow.
Can't wait for school to start tomorrow.LOL
Bye guys,Takecares.

Ohya,No worries,I just went to the tiolet to relieve my whole night of royal rumble in my stomach.LOL :D:D:D:D

New skin,new start,new life.(:

2010-01-04T21:33:00.001-08:00

New skin,new life,new start(:

As you see,I've got a new blogskin. So this means,
a new start with updates about my daily rountine. (:
Going to school on 8th of january.Yea,Can't wait to attend school.LOL
That school might not have my rating of 5/5.
I prefer swiss still.
Although rules suck down there.
I've made great friends.
This year will be a crucial year for me.(:
To see whether I'm down right into studying.
Set my target,blablabla.
Going to have friends around me to support and tutor me.
Or perhaps,we study together.(:
Baby too,is going to help me in my studies.
With so much backup,
I see no reason to flop!:D
Study hard,Play hard.
Yea,I will.
Ok,going back to sleep now,very,tired.LOL

Bye poops(:

Iloveyou

2009-12-12T06:58:00.000-08:00

Didnt get to meet baby today.
Went to counselling,with my mum.(:
A lot of people didnt believe my mum was my mum.LOL
She looks too young and i look too old.LOL
After that made her a card.(:
After that went to my grandfather house dinner.
Bad thing happened,He suddenly cant breath whole face turn white.
All of us rushed to him and my 3rd uncle performed CPR on him.
10 mins later ambulance arrived and we went to NUH,
I forgot to bring my phone and baby cant get through me.
After that tomorrow then can visit.
Went back to my granfather house take things and go.
Reached home and explained to baby what happen.
She was okay with it.
I was thinking,If 1 day i pass away,confirm there are a lot of things that is very hard to let go.
Baby,so must cherish our time together ok?
Iloveyou<3

2009-12-11T09:19:00.001-08:00

Today went counselling.
Was almost late,i mean, I really late.LOL
After counselling when to meet baby at her workplace to fetch her home. LOL.
Today all the way was inside cold storage with her standing seeing her work. (:
xi guan le LOL
Got 1 auntie sibei kaobei. LOL
Ma de,but its the fact,work where got call boyf stand there see.LOL
BUT I LIKE LEY LOL.
after send baby home,guess what?
Saw johnathan.FCUK HIM

Stared at him for around 1 min,5seconds in his face,he dont recognize me.LOL
okok,now at home le,chatiing on the phone with baby.
Sorry ley baby,tomorrrow alot of things got to do.
I love youuu.<3

2009-12-10T09:53:00.000-08:00

Well, I'm going to go back to blogging.(:
Although not much of people going to read it.hahas.
Just finished a game of dota with baby.
We got pwned.LOL
but baby,nevermind,failure is the road to success.
You played well.
LOL.
Good teamwork with my baby.
Damn cute la she.
Today waited for baby at home,end up blablabla.
Went to jurong point to get her shoes then sent er to mrt station.

Baby ar,games although do irritate,but its like that. LOL
Slowly train bah.
I also will lose to a.i de ma.
Moreover,You improve veh fast.(:
Jiayouuu :D

2009-12-09T13:53:00.000-08:00

Happy 8th month anniversary,
I guess my blog is dead.
So this post is of course just only for you,my baby.
This 8months,Lots of up and down.
Nobody know what we go through,lot of things,too much to even say it out that would last like a thousand yards long.LOL
She have always been giving hot and cold,
but STILL,I dont know why I still love her so much.
She always have been pinching my nipples and smack my nipple,
but STILL,She is my one and only.
She always have been smearing saliva on my face or bite me,
but STILL, Thats what i want -giggles- LOL
Having her smell on me, kinda disgusting?
NO.
This is call affection!:D

And by seeing her reading my post giggling away,Thats called SATISFACTION.(:
Although in the future she is going to make agar agar for me only for the whole part of my lifetime,
IDONTMIND.
As long is she is the one making it.
I'm glad with it.

For you info,If i play game and i talked to myself.
Then you ley,pig?LOL

For this past 4 to 5 months,You have been asking this same question,
"how much do you love me?"
End with, "dont bluff."
COOL.
LOLL.

She always ask stupid questions,
"why like that sialzxc?"
"What is this?"
Seriously, Never once she could stop the questions flooding through her traffic mouth,
LOL.
And for sure,I love you.
I love girls who chases mosquito and tries to burn it.
But Epic fail.
And guess what?
She asked me this question currently,

"Why I burn the mosquito he still can fly one?"
HELLO,Me not mosquito.LOL

Ok,Main point,baby,i love youuuu. :D

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY NOOB. :D

2009-10-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

ITS BEEN YEARS SINCE I UPDATED ABOUT MY BLOG.
LULZ.

Today went to Suntec with Baby.(:
Dont know why today felt like retards.
LOL
Went to Suntec,Guess what?
Actually wanted to go to the Job Fair.
But end up,Outside the job fair.
What we see is people of so called higher society.
Then we didnt dare to go in.LOL
What a joke.
End up walked around Suntec.
Then went to Asiasoft Centre.LOL
When there to play free 1 hour LAN.LULZ.
Actually wanted to play Maple.
End up playing retarded games like solitaire,pinball etc.
LOL.
After that blahs blahs.
Walking back to station.
Me and baby did a lot of stuffs that we dont always do.LOL
We filled Suntec with laughter mans.
She keep giving me the retarded face.LOLL$#@%^$%&#$
Really cannot stand her.
Sometimes really very angry with her,but just finding her too cute and retarded end up forgiving her.LOLL
Iloveyou baby.

Baby ar,Hope that,Nothing will happen anymore between us.
It really hurts everytime we quarrel.
I wish you could be more understanding okay baby?
I love you.
And guess what,
Today was a great day with you.

ILOVEYOU.:D

2009-09-24T08:41:00.001-07:00

Recently,A lot of things have been happening.
But thanks to Baby,She made it better for me.
Not knowing and not expecting someone would ever fufil my wish.
Not realising,All along she always wanted the best for me.
Now I know,
Sharon Ngan Jia Yee,
You are the first,
That have done so much for me.
I really,
I mean seriously,
Never will I know you would did so much for me.
Up till now,
I still can't imagine.
I still think that I'm dreaming.
If not for you,
I would't know how to face the reality at all.
Its all of you.(:

To mention that,
Baby is getting me a puppy as a companian.
How sweet.
No one has ever did so much for me.
Althought she knows her o'levels are right around the corner.
She spent around 4 days fidning me a puppy.
Baby,
Don't tire yourself out.
Even if we don't get the puppy.
I still understand your feelings,your thoughts.
Now I understand,
Actions do speak louder than words.
But inner feelings are worth more than reality.
I love you(:

2009-09-13T02:50:00.000-07:00

Baby this few days have been forcing me to update my blog.
SO BAD D:
This few months being with herreally was blessful.
Always with ups and down.
But nevertheless,We struggled through.(:
I love you laa baby.
I seirously cant imagine myself not having you right now.
Seriously it would be like pointless.
I dont know.
I treat you differently like other ex I've got.
My close brothers should know.
Everytime we quarrel,I get to see you crying.
It totally shatters my heart looking at you crying.
Not by just looking,hearing too.
I promise you baby.
Next time when you cry,I will provide more stupid stunts for you to laugh at.=.=
LOLL
You should be happy that I'm so giving in now eh?
Last time,I wouldnt even move a barge.
I'm glad that you realised the change in me.
This love shan't end.
It shan't stop.
The granfather's clock blob is swaying.
I'm moving with you,baby.
I love you.(:

2009-09-12T18:19:00.000-07:00

Happy 5th Month baby.:D
Currently,My computer broke down.
So I can really update much.
Currently in a Lan shop at boonlay. :D

Baby ar.
Its been 5months.
I hope this doesnt ends.
You seirous,
Still be my sugar in my bitter coffee.
Who could have expected.
Me and you.
5months already.
Glad to hear that you have no regrets being back again with me.
Me too,Is a blessing once again to have you back.
Bet you are in lalaland now.
How i wish everyday i wake up,I get to see you just right beside me.
I'm obsessed.LOLL

Ok la,Sweet short little post,Just for you.
Only you,Cause its you,I'm true to you.
I love you

2009-09-11T16:13:00.000-07:00

Th one and only, Sharon :D
is here to post!

HOHOHO.
And th reason I'm here, is becoz' I want to surprise Baby :DDDDDD

Firstly, I hereby declare that on th 10th September,
Sharon.N and O.Boonkiat have been together for..

5 months.
W-O-W right. LOL.
Okay laaaaa, I shall stop being sacarstic already.

Although 5 months doesn't seem too short nor too long, but th times we spent together cannot be measured.
There were many times where we would quarrel over lil matters, and it got worst due to my bad attitude.
Yet there were even more times, where we would be as sweet as sugar, as playful as a mouse, and as stupid as a double digit IQ dummy ( Referring to you okkkk Baby, not me ^p^!!! )
And at th end of th day, love will conquer our sadness, don't they? (:

These memories all add up to what we call l-o-v-e. :D

Baby, we've been through many, many, obstacles to have today.
And I'm proud to tell you that I never regret being with you even though what had happened during th first few months.
Becoz' you love me more than before.
Becoz' you treasure me, like no other.
Becoz' you make me feel special.
Becoz' you never fail to make me smile, laugh, and even make my day.
Becoz' you were always there for me when I'm down.
Becoz' you are th only one that would do stupid things/stunts just to see me smile.

And so on..
Baby, I love you and I want to be with you till death do us apart.
No matter what, I won't leave you, unless you tell me that you no longer love me anymore.
Even if one day, your love for me has faded away, just remember this baby, I will always be there for you when you need me, waiting till th day you will be mine again.
You lost me not once, but twice, or even thrice..
Promise me that you won't let me go again, will you?

I love you Baby, I really really do.
Hope you will be surprise to see this post. :D
All these are my heartfelt words baby.
And I mean every words I say right in this post.

Love you Baby:D
Happy 5th month anniversary!

2009-08-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

I'm currently veh moodless now.
My dear brothers of SLE.
Jeremie,yangfong.
You two.
Takecare inside.
I will not forget you two.
When you two come out.
I will sure meet you all up.
Hais.,Why is things going out all so wrong this few days.
Things i guess really came true.
Things i do succeed.
But,People around me are getting hurt.
I dont know.
Lets not talk about it anymore.
Reminds me of things happening years ago when I was with them all along.

Yangfong.
He was really a good guy.
When I was left homeless outside.
He took me to his house and stayed for a week.
He is really very steady.
He rather he himself getting hurt than us.
Although there were some conflicts.
But we get together more deeper as one as time goes by.
I love you.
One more thing.
Leon.
I miss him a lot.
I wonder why.
This year a lot of things are happening.
Leon,4 years.
I wish we could be like before.
I know you can,Its up to you whether you want.
Not in a gang or what.
We are still brothers.
I really treated you like my little brother for these years.
Bernard think of us as his elder brothers too.
Hope you can get back with us.
Miss you.

Ohya,I'm currently working at EighteenChefs at Fusionopolis at North buona vista.
Come visit me dudes!!!!

2009-08-15T23:18:00.001-07:00

Ok,Yesterday went to Sentosa.
LOL
Was great having a great fun down there.
Woke up early in the morning 9am plus.
After that prepared and rushed down to Batok polyclinic and waited for them.(:
Board the bus,blablabla.
Reached Harbourfront,We were in a darn big group consisting of 11 people plus 2 more yet to come.LOLL
We created alot of harvoc down at Vivocity.LOLL
We walked around vivocity.
Bought our drinks and set off to sentosa.(:
Reached there,1st thing was to get ourself a BALL>(:
Guess what:D
I bought a Singapore flag for 1 buck.
Feel so cheated.LOLL

Was having fun at the beach.
Did stupid stuffs.
I drank damn lots of Seawater.LOLL
After Sentosa we went back.
We went to harbourfront to eat.(:
After that Me,Khenghao,Bernard went to redhill to find Baby.(:

Slack down there.
Alas I've got something to say to bernard.

Don't fret over her.
She dont worth the grief sadness in you.
Why,For a girl make yourself feel so desperate?
If she is worth the desperation,I will got nothing to say.
But she really dont deserve this.
Get a hold onto it.
Dont lose your cool.
Love you brother!:D

Now for the photos.:D

2009-08-15T23:05:00.000-07:00

My tagboard seems to be spammed by my friends?
LOL.
I wont fail you guys,
If I got time,I sure take a trip to go down to have a visit on you all.(:
By the way,
SSS,I know what you mean.
Me too,have an unstable feeling whether I would put all my heart into studies next year.
What you said is only partially right.
But who knows?
Never try never know?
I've friends supporting me.
They are pushing me.
Not physically,But mentally.
I'm aint gonna fail them.(:
Cheer.:D

2009-08-13T18:30:00.000-07:00

Lol.
I wonder what kind of brother you are.
4 years.
We have been treating you like our younger brother.
We try to support you when we are outside.
But all comes in vain.
To think you will left me and sharon at Cityhall and went off with that girl which you only knew for pathetic 2 to 3 days.
Totally dissapointment.
Even others would care and panic,What about you?
I dont want to make this obvious enough.
Last time the 3 of us,we wished for nothing but friendship to be going well.
But turn out?
Despite what others say about you,We still look upon to you and care for you.
Sometimes I just couldnt take it,
You always say brothers brothers.
End up?
Girl come in you forgotten what you said.
Ridiculous.Nothing to say seriously.
Hope you get to read this post and sort out your thinking.
4 years.
All to the drain.(:
Cheers.

2009-08-09T22:15:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the remarks given on my tagboard.

It would be good if i knopw who you are.
Next year,When im back to studies,
I'm gonna put my heart into it and study on.
Study for the better,No one study for the worst.(:
I've made great friends these few years,
Lots of them.
Too many to remember.
Espeicially those in SCSS.
I miss leon and the cliques man.
I miss 3n2 too.:D

I want to live the life i want,
Not the life I'm going to bowed up to upon destiny.
Jiayou WWJ :D

Not to forget,

Happy 4th Month baby!:D

2009-08-08T08:57:00.001-07:00

Im uploading the pictures we took yesterday. Nothing to blog about. Damn lazy. :D

2009-08-04T17:41:00.000-07:00

I dont know whats happening to me recently.
Something like just hit my mind with that mind thinking hammer.
I felt that i missed out a lot of things in life.
Really.
Seriously a lot.
I mean,
To put it in a easier way to say,
Regret.
I shouldnt have quitted school.
I find studying important now.
You guys reading this post might be laughing or what.
But seriously.
What am i going to do in future without a good stable income when I'm lack of education?
Seriously,It's time to let go of things slowly and get a hang on to my life.
Lemme ask,
Would you rather to be pwned in life?
Or pwn in life?
I'm a part time gamer.
A gamer don't do things leading to 0% success rate.
I must have a back up plan.
I must strive.
I know this isn't the real me.
But I get emotional too.
I need to run my life a stable way.
I might not stand out in the crowd.
But I at least,
Can strive for myself,my name.
My life.

Live for the name you born with it.
Live for the sake of it.
Not to be a fool of it.
Fate,Don't control our life.
It's us,Who shall control our own life.
Seriously,
I regreted a lot of things.
If im still studying.
I think I wouldnt go to school.
Thanks to me and my childish back then thoughts.
I regretted.
Making me want to have a comeback.
Going back to school.
Sometimes,
Setback can really pull you back up and climb higher where you stop.
Hais,Regret.
Total regret.

2009-06-15T13:25:00.000-07:00

r

I drew the 21.LOL

2009-06-15T13:18:00.000-07:00

I learnt something.
Face isn't something that important.(:

Sometimes in life,Putting away your face can leads you to happiness and getting what you want actually.
Sharon,I understand le.
(:

Yesterday 3am plus,cab down to redhill to find sharon.
Finally,Yea.
Asked her for patch and she accepted.

Before that was dying at home asking her for patch.==

Meet up le,Walked to tiong bahrhu park.
That's where memories slowly to come into my mind.
The place where I 1st time asked her for steada 1 year ago opposite the gas station.
LOL

She forgotten.==
What a noob.
Went to the park and played.

Having fun.
After that planned to go eat and go her house and take a nap.
Effing tiring.
Eaten and went up her house doorsteps.
LOL
Her father was at home.
Siann.

So she packed her things,Went over to my house.
Da,m hyper.LOL
After that slept at my house like a pig.
LOL
When She woke up,She told me it was 7.30.
I thought morning.
Wtf,Then actually it was pm.==
Went over to my mum's work place to take our dinner.
Played lan.
And now im sitting down here.
hahas.
Thats all folks.
(:

Sharon,
I can change for you.
Just give me the time.
Put trust back into me.
I'm willing to change.
Not only for you.
But the benefits of seeing the needs in it and the people around me to notice the change in me.
I love you.
Thanks for the chance.
I love youu.

2009-06-13T01:18:00.000-07:00

Yea,Freedom is just right infront of me right now.
I'm free from those nags,those weird tempers.
Really couldnt stand it.
If she could be understanding,reasonable and matured.
Things might not turn out this way.
Lol.
Nevermmind,Dont talk about it.==
I'm bored.
Someone entertain me?
When after june holidays are over,
I think I would be even more bored.==

2009-06-01T21:57:00.000-07:00

Back there a few months ago,
You told me he always put blames on you and didn't think of where does his fault lies in.
Now i see something.
You too say things but didn't notice about your behaviour.
I know you are trying to change.
But what is this?
We planned,we discussed.
And the ending is still your's to clear?
Whose birthday is it lemme ask?
I need to ask for your opinions before carrying on aint im right?
Yet what was the answer?
Up to you,anything?
I asked what happen?
Nothing.
You've got options to choose whether a yes or no.
Drag your mind deeper into the word options.
It's a very strong word.
Meaning you got ways.
You can choose.
But why those weird weird things come out?
All i ever wanted to let you happy.
But what happens?
If you dont want to go,just say no?
I wont say anything.Since its your birthday.
You call the shots.
I asked you what you want me to do for you?
All i got was.
Up to you,what you want to do do it then,anything.
Hello?
It's your birthday,not mine.
In the end you still call the shots seriously.
You suggested clubbing.
We also ok.
You say go town le still need to go back 557 veh far.
What about khenghao?
Chuanhao?
They living at tampines ley.
They all bring forward their birthday celebration yet can't you cooperate?
I know I was being to rash on wanting an answer.
But your birthday is on sunday?
Ordering cake and doing some planning in a few days later would be too late.
Nevermind.
In the end,You also said you don't care.
But to tell you once.
I didn't go to sleep.
I was lying down on my bed thinking back.
Holding on to my mum's hp wishing for a call or sms.
I didn't wish to blog this.
But i just cant understand.
Why couples when they quarrel.
They need to post it out letting everyone know whats going on?
This is something personal.
And it's between me and you.
If everything is being post out.
Where is the privacy?
Where is the face?
Seriously.
I've got nothing to say.
Sorry,for rashing you for an answer.
That's all.
Bye readers.

2009-05-09T13:20:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 month baby.(:

This is gonna be a long sweet post for my idiot.(:

A year ago.
I thought there isn't any chances for us back to be together again.
1 year have passed,
I've got that sudden urge to contact you.
Everytime you feel troubled you call me.
I was thrilled.
You're the 1st that made Everything was alright.
Remember the promise we make okay?
Now for some sweet talks?LULZ.

A picture of the past flashed by my mind.
Your smile makes me grin.
Everytime I see you smile.
I feel so contented.
And for sure I know,
Deep inside me,
I shall never leave you aside.
Every night I yearn for you presence.
Far yet hearts do link as one.
Let me love you with what I've got.
I would give you the best.
Please tell me you would stay.
Right deep down in my heart.
I will be with your through it all.
For He,the one whose deeply in love with you shall never hope to expierience sadness.
He is really contented.
Trustme baby.
I love you.
Happy 1 month anniversary baby.(:

If your life were to be like a cup of coffee,

Let me be the sugar in your plain cup of coffee.
On rainy days,I wish I would be the one giving you warmth like your fireplace.
Vexed and fed up?I would lend you an ear.
Enterprising being your needs in life.

Your smile never fails to leave my heart melting.
On this day I guarentee you,
Under all sorts of circumstances,I will still love you.

Happy 1 month baby.(: ( P.S My brothers too.(: )

Never to climb out of it

2009-04-15T07:43:00.001-07:00

I miss you.):

To love someone is a form of giving
To be loved by someone is a form of receiving.
To develop trust,Is to last.
To be trusted is a guareentee to success.
Those living life with obstacles and regrets,
are the one who learnt to pick themselves up from a failure.
Those who overcome obstacles,Shall bear no regrets,
Those are the brilliant ones.
The past is the knowledge,Your experience.
I'm picking up my past,
Overcoming my regret to just love you once again.
Not going to regret anymore,But to cherish you.
To lock you up in my heart.
In the four chambers of my heart.
First chamber leading to Trust.
Second chamber to care.
Third chamber to Passion.
Last chamber to love.
I know obstacles might come around any corner.
But please do remain in my heart.
Past each stages of obstacles together.
Nothing is perfect.
Nothing means empty.
If you left my heart.
It would be empty.
And if its empty..
My heart would be perfectly dead.
But when you are in it.
I shan't be perfect,nor pure.
Cause,I'm in love with you.(:
I love you.(:

2009-04-13T08:56:00.001-07:00

SHAAAAAAAAAA IS HERE TO BLOG FOR WENJIE [:
That stupid Indian Pig (: ♥
Love him laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ♥

Here goes. (:

9th April 09; Thursday!
Sorry Baby♥, Bernard and Jocelyn!
Made you all wait so long for me. x.x
Baby so cute, playing with my toy monkey LOL!

Okayokay, after I'm done with my tuition, met them and mrt-ed down to Gombak and slack.
Went Mac's toilet, took photos, and slacked at void deck. (:

After that went CSC play pool till 3am plus.

My motherrrr fetched Baby♥ back home to Boonlay and Jocelyn and Bernard went to ton. ^^
SHARON LOVES WANG WEN JIE LIKE WTF BBQ. LOL! :P

10th April 09; Good Friday!
Supposed to meet Baby♥ at City Harvest Church deh.
But ended up meeting them at JP. (:
They waited for me to ddr, after that went to buy Baby♥'s guitar strings.
& we bus-ed down to Baby♥'s house. :D
RAINING HEAVILY LOR. WET ):
Watched Ong Bak 2 half way and Baby♥ wanted to sleep ._.
PIGPIGGGGG!
Okay, nevermind, I pei him sleep also. LOL.
Woke up around 8plus in th evening, went to block 187 and eat. (:
Snapshot-ed Baby♥ (:

After that had to wait for Jocelyn to go home and sneak out again, so we went back to Baby♥'s place and slept.
Kk, Bernard, Jocelyn and her gan jie came around 2 plus.
And off we go to th lanshop (:
Com sucks ok. YUCK. :x
After lan, we wanted to go to th haunted HDB flats, I guess? :x
End up never go, so we sat at playground tell ghost stories.
Left veh veh veh veh soon, becos' we were donating blood to th mosquitoes. -.-
Slacked at Baby♥'s house downstair till around 5plus6 am.
They left, so we went back and sleep (:

11th April 09; Saturday!
Woke up by Baby♥ in th morning 10am+++.
x.x....
Kkk, prepared, and left for block 187, and sat his aunt's car to Bedok to visit his grandma.
After that they went to cut hair, I sit there and see (:
Th salon is opened by one mediacorp actress, Yang LiPing! Omg lor. LOL.
Baby♥'s new haircut!
After that they went back to Baby♥'s grandma house, and we fell asleep there. @.@ So tired.
When we woke up it was time for dinner liaoooo.
So accompanied them to th nearby 螃蟹之家 to eat. LOL!
CHILLI CRABBBBBBBBBBBBB. YUMYUM.
Kk, after that went to his aunt's house and dan back to Boonlay. (:
Helped Baby♥ fold clothes. ^^!
SO NICE RIGHT.
Must love me more hor Baby♥ :D LOL!
Left around 11plus pm. (:
And Baby♥ went to ton { If I'm not wrong } :x

12th April 09 ; Monday!
Let pictures do th talking :D

DONE! (:
Baby♥ if i missed out anything add in for me okay! {:
I love you ; 我爱你；私は愛する ! :D

2009-04-12T05:09:00.000-07:00

BABY!:D
YOU ARE BACK INTO MY HEART RIGHT ONCE AGAIN.:D
Thios day I've been waiting so long.
I'm so happy.:D
I miss you!!!D:
Ok,enough of my madness(:
Baby tonned with me the day before.
Ok,Latest update on me:D
Bad news,I've been suspended from school for 1 month.Wooo
LOL

Good news,I guess is...
I patched with her!?:D

omg,My mind is all of her.
I cant get oyu out of my mind,IDIOT!D:

2009-04-09T12:47:00.001-07:00

SHARON NGAN!:D

I LOVE YOU ;D
Hope this time round,I won't do anything silly.(:

Love you.:D

P.S Paiseh brothers,I've got to go home cause my brother is waiting for me at home.Sorry.

2009-04-08T06:20:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to Leon;

Leon,Me and you have been brothers for 4 years.
I simply can't believe such mishap would happen at this time being.
Hope you don't blame yourself for whatever that have happened.
Cause,I trust you.(:
Remember where ever exist the presence of you,There confirm shall be me most of the time.
You are seriously just like my real blood brother.
I've got nothing to say more but to say one thing to everyone out here reading this post.
I've swear if anyone out there were to have touched Leon or misuse him of anyways.
I'm not gonna back out.
Leon,As time slowly travels past.
We shall come out and back to what we use to be,okay?
Just remember a thing,
Me&you are true brothers.
Don't forget me.(:

Now for this post,

Is for Fuddin;

Fuddin,Don't get so work up yas?(:
I use to be bombed don't know how many fcuking times by bernarddine chan.
How worst.
He could bomb me for me to get down to gombak to overnight alas,he didn't come down making me alone for the whole night.
How nice eh?
Brothers sometimes are like that.
All it takes is time.(:
I believe titus can be a great friend if he wants to?
I think nidgel could change his ways of dealing things too?
All it takes is time.(:
Nothing is perfect.
For me I sometimes would bomb.
LOL.But be assured,I won't bomb you.LOL
So ya,Just take life in your stride.
See what might happen ahead of you?
It could be good or bad.
That why,We call the way of life.Lastly,
None of us out there,
Shall walk alone.

2009-04-05T02:37:00.000-07:00

Leon,

Where are you.
It's been 2 days since i last saw you.
Where the fcuk are you.
Hope that tomorrow i get to see you.
Seriously,
I trust you.(:
Brothers.

2009-03-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

Sad.
Today can be counted as the worst day of my life.
Leon and bernard is going to pulau Ubin for camp.):
I'm alone.D:
Sad sia.
I miss them.LOL
I think one day,I'm gonna become gay.hahas.
Today was seriously shag and tired.
Without the presence of Leon and bernard.Zzz
But,I did my work entirely today.:D
I'm sucha good kid.~_~
Teachers was kinda surprise too.LOL
Sian,After shcool le also nothing to do.

Lepak with Naufal.
Then go get my new specs.:D
Ok,Nthg much to post le.
Take pussies.:D

Tags reply;
Jodiee:LOL,I wan pinch ley.howhowhow?LOL.
Yilin:O.o ok.(:
dindin:Ok.:D hahas!
Doph:Wtf?Simi Wangwangjie.== LOLL

2009-03-24T12:24:00.000-07:00

LOL.
Recently,There isn't any interesting things happening in my life.
So didn't post much of anything.
Me and leon promised each other not to pon school for this whole term anymore.
But,Once in a while nvm laaa.(:
Now is only 3.30am.
I'm blogging.
Later got to go school.(:
Slept the whole day.
Packed with energy.(:
Okok,I got to go.
Bye guys.(:

2009-03-14T12:04:00.001-07:00

This post to dedicated to someone SPECIAL out there.

What's this all about?
You're ain't steady partly a bit in my mind now.
Just couple of weeks or months ago.
Lots of people came to tell me about your stories.
Tell me the things you did.
They tell me to put you out.
But;
Simply I replied,"He is still young for this,Let him train up first.I trust him."
Alas,What happens?
A lot of people have been asking.
Whose following me?
Everyone,except you.
This point of time.
I think it's clear right now.
But think,
How many times did you gave me trouble.
Did I even mumble anything?
Look at others.
Do I even treat you like someone below me?
Of all your problems and stuff.
Did I even gave a part of helping in it?
And,Pathetically,
In return,
I got this.

So seriously,
That's the point where the hatred goes on.

2009-03-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

To those out there who are kinda worried of what happened.
Add me on msn;
It's kinda hard to explain down here though.
Anyways,I'm alright.(:
Current sad thing is,
I'm being suspended from school till friday.
How nice.LOLL
Ok,Nothing much to post about.
Guys,Add me up on msn.(:
Boonkiat631@hotmail.com

2009-03-08T11:09:00.000-07:00

Hey this post is for fuddin.

Nahs,its not your fault.
They didn't trust me nevermind.
Just at the wrong time,wrong place.(:
Don't be remorse about it.

To jonelum;
Hope you get to read this.
They are finding you now.
Things are really getting very big.
They thought is you are the one who called the ang eng people to come down de.
So seriously,Come out and solve the misunderstanding.
Everything will be alright.

Hais,Now,teck whye wasnt it use to be.

2009-03-07T21:20:00.000-08:00

It's been more than a year.
Now its time to put things down and get on with my normal life.(:
I'm now out of teck whye le.
The bruises seriously leave a deep impact on me.
Not only in physical,
But mentally also.
I know he got no choice but to do this.
Didn't really put that in my heart.
But seriously,I can assure 1 thing.
I'm ain't helping other people.
Nevermind,Things over le.
Let's not talk about it.(:

2009-03-01T08:02:00.000-08:00

Ok,guys,
Lets talk about something new today.
I think I'm not myself all along this few years.
I don't know why.
I feel like being lonely sometimes.
But seriously,I myself don't like to talk much.
I guess it's because of the enviroment I'm in that makes me talk?
Life is just a piece of paper.
As time goes by,It's just like a pen,scripting down the memories.
Just can't be erased.
The only way is to crush it and throw it aside.
I think I want to go back to who I am.
Who I use to be.
Someone who is quiet and alone.
But just accompanying some of my brothers out there.
Espeicially leon.(:
My best brother.(:
Life was never easy to walk alone.
But with brothers,They make your world not so lonely anymore.
I find it,contradicting.
To be not myself.
I want to be quiet&alone sometimes.
Seriously,I think that's what I wanted all along.

I think,I should change.(:

Last and for all;
My personality shan't change.
My mindset shall stay.
As long as my toes isn't being stepped on.
I shall just go along with my current life.(:
Takecare people.(:

2009-02-23T03:13:00.000-08:00

LOL.
My phone have been confiscated.
So simply.
NO PHONE FOR ME FOR THE 1 WEEK.D:
I'm gonna be sad manzxc.
Can't contact my friends.):
Anyone out there would be friendly enough to lend me a phone?(:
Ok,Nothing much to post.
Well,Last and for all.
Feat.Pearlyn a.k.a XiaoPear :D
Happy b'dae to you.(:
So sad,Sick on your b'dae.):
Takecare good care of yourself and get well soon.(:
So sad,Because of of sms-ing you in class asking whether how are you feeling,

My phone got confiscated.):

Ok,Takecare guys.(:

2009-02-21T16:45:00.000-08:00

LOLOL!!
Just came back.
Ton-ed with a lot of people man!:D

ALL MY FRIENDS.LOL

From different places.
Kallang,Yishun,Ang mo kio,tampines,woodlands?LOL.
Total of 23 people.LOLLL

Nice?(:

Today,Weizheng bought me a guitar.(:
Thanks weizheng.(:
After that on our way back to find long xia&minghui and gang.

Let me bring the conversation of ben,the chair&weizheng.

Ben:*saw a draft at the back of bus 188 chair seat*

Ben:赶你老母Lee sien loong.,HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Weizheng:hahas.

Ben:Wait,still got,a dick and a...girl's mouth?

Ben:HAHAHAHA,LEE SIEN LOONG SUCK COCK.

Weizheng:LOL

After that a guy keep turning behind and looked at ben,Ben thought that guy was looking at weizheng so ben laughed at weizheng.LOL

Suddenly,the guy stood up and flash his card.
Cid.=.=
Rabart sialzxczx.LOLL
Scold the PM till so happy.LOLLL
Ben jitao damn sad.
The officer told him this;Till i call you to get down of the bloody bus,Then you get down.LOLL
Jitao me and Leon were just directly beside them laughing like fcuk.LOLLL
Weizheng face was like.
His head was covered by his vest so he looked like a girl.LOLL
He mouth opened and stun.
He got shooed down by the police on the next stop.Saded.LOLL

After that met up with long xia le told him what happen.LOLLL

Damn funny la.
Then we all slacked around bernard's house area.
After that,I saw Azleana.(:
How nice of her to shout out for my name.(:
After that,Walked from Gombak station to CSC.
That was effing farrrr.):
Reached there played pool.(:
Overall My performance on the games were not bad.(:
Walau,Play with Cyndi I miss cue got my ball in pocket 5 times sia.):
I hate her.):

Then blablabla,

All went back to bernard's house downstairs.
Before that somethings happen.(:
Don't really wanna say it out.(:
Privacy.(:
Then slacked there wait for weiqiang friend.LOL
All ok le we set off to 7/11.LOL
On the way,Blast our poems,Sang so loud that 3 people shouted at us at their houses.
We got 23 people.
Imagine.==
LOLLL.Late in the night 2 am plus.LOL
After that,Went to the cemetry.
LOL.The Cyndi so cute to disturb la.LOLL
Like idiot like that.LOL

Rabart sia.

Go inside the cemetry when all assembled le.
Featuring those who went;Leon,Longxia,Ben,bernard,cyndi,stacey,zhiwei,geylong lor 16 369(ps forget his name),shanhui,Jack,weizheng,weiqiang stead & finally me.(:

Went in le,Walked together all at 1st.(:
After that,Like down the pathment for 15 mins le,We split.LOL
6 to the straight,8 to the right.
Me,cyndi,longxia,leon,bernard walked straight.
Suddenly we saw a car.
Don't know which arse shouted MATA MATA.LOLLL
We all run backwards then turn left to find weiqiang and group.LOLLL
ALL RUN SIA.LOLL
DUNNO WHICH ASSHOLE LA.LOL
At last,isnt police.==

Then we spilit again.

The same group,Same direction.
Me and longxia was walking infront.
Suddenly we heard dogs barking.
LOL.
At 1st it was quite far so we didnt really give a damn about it.
Walked about 20metres,
I felt weird and stopped and faked a bark noise.
Silence for 5 secs,
SUDDENLY,THE DOGS BARK AND GROWL DAMN NEAR US.
WE ALL TURN BACK LAUGH AND RUN.LOLLLLLL
DAMN FUNNY LA.CYNDI DAMN CUTE LA.

DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL SHE DOING ALSO.

Then slowly we went to find weiqiang they all.
We saw weird things.
Shall not elaborate.
Kinda long story.
Blablabla,Took pictures,Wth,
So many mosquitos down there.):
Ok,Slakced awhile,took bus to lot 1 at around 6 am plus.
Slacked at mac,
Ben was asleep,Me,cyndi&long xia put knife on his hand making him grip hold of it.LOL
Damn funny la.
Machiam like ate halfway and fall asleep.LOL
We slacked slacked.(:
Then somethings happen again.Damn funny.(:
I don't want say,Kinda embarassing.:X

blablabla,
Left my ez-link at CSC.Sian

After that me and ben went to lakeside.
Ben chiong me in the mrt,Then at lakeside i kana caught.
The girl hold me and say.
Show me your card I say I no card.
Then she dulan walk out.
Want catch me sial.
I ask ben wan run?
He gonggong de.==
Then I say aiya zao ar!LOLL
Run sia.
The aunty like chasing us,damn rabart.LOLL
Then run to a dead end.
Impossible turn back right?
I saw a construction site.LOLL
I shouted to the bhangras working there.
I called them bayas!:D
They replied in a happy tone.
I asked if I'm allowed to cross the land?
They allowed.(:
Wtf sia,I crawled down the fence.
And fcuk it,Ben didnt tell me there was a step for you to get up and jump off it.==
Damn you bitch.LOLLL
Now,I'm at home.
Damn tired.
Got to go rest le.(:
Bye guys.

Tags replies

Olivia:LOL!!!Got so funny meh?x.x

Bliss:LOL,Cause I planned to prank call you.I was bored.):

Pearlyn:Wa,How you got to my blog!D:

2009-02-20T08:24:00.001-08:00

Happy birthday to DEAR!:D

This post is meant for you,retarded.(:

Out in the darkest night,our hearts took flight.
It might be our greatest night.
You lighted up my heart,
With a single touch.
Your hands are mine to hold,
my heart shall be yours to hold.
I don't yearn for the time.
I yearn for the process of it.
I don't yearn for your smile,
I yearn for the expierience.
Cause all of a simple fact.
Cause I'm in love with you.(:

Happy bdae.(:

2009-02-17T21:27:00.001-08:00

FCUK THE DOCTOR.
Cheebay ._.
Went for bloodtest just now.
Walaueh,Poke me three times then 3rd time got blood.==

1st attitude of his that I dun like,He talked on the phone and there goes my consultation fees.Wtf.
2nd: he is too old for the job.
KEEP TELLING ME HE CAN FEEL MY VEIN BUT CANNOT SEE.WTF
I looked around his room,Wa.
So many certificates,
I thought it would be safe for him to get blood samples from me.
Wtf,1st inject,Was my left hand.
He went in le,Wtf?
No blood,He at there poke all the needle in then turn the needle in my arm round and round to find blood.WTF!?!??!
My face was like..You guys will never think of...=.=
Effing pain bodoh.
He took out say wa,no blood.==
2nd time,My right arm,He poke in le.
SAME SITUATION.WTF
I kumpua dulan bodoh.
If I see him outside.
I confirm beat him up like his parents would never recognize him==
3rd time my palm there.
Wtf,poke in le HE TURN AGAIN.WTF
WHATS WRONG WITH HIM SIA ZZZZ.

After that He got my blood le.
I look at his face.
He like;"wa,finally.I'm so happy."
Nb,Give money to poke myself.LOL
I went out of the room.
With 3 plasters attached on my arms.
Zzz

So thats all for today.(:
BYE GUYS.
and ohya,
Don't visit boonlay place clinic&surgery.
):

2009-02-16T20:45:00.000-08:00

Pathetic.
Sick for 1 week le.Wtf.
The doctor suspected me that I got dengue.==
Gg sial.
If I'm not wrong,Dengue can't be cured?==
Sian,yesterday actually wanted to go school,In the end never.then leon,naufal,bernard pei me pon.
Jocasta was at my doorsteps.
My temperature starting was 38.3 .
And so I went to rest.
After an hour I woke up.
I feel more hotter.
I took my temperature.
It was 40.0 .
Wtf.I took my temperature again after 20 mins,
It rose up to 41.2 Wtf?!
I was like,;Lulz?.
Imba sial.
then sorry Leon,bernard,naufal and jocasta for being scolded.
My mum was making up a fuss.
At least I got seriously fcuked up and pointed a middle finger back at her._|_
Nevermind,Dont talk about it anymore.
Sad.
I miss the class.):
And I miss my dear too.):
I don't want her to come up my house.
Sekali I really tio Dengue,She come up my house she kana infection.
Gg sia.
Ok bye peeps.
I need to go rest.(:
See you all in school,only if i don't come up with dengue.(:
Takecares.(:

dear,the path infront of you shall only lead to my heart,
not anywhere else.(:

2009-02-10T19:24:00.000-08:00

SIAN,
I'm sick for effing 3 days le.
Still no sign of recovery.Zzz
Yesterday I went to school although I'm sick.:D
I'm sucha good kid.(:
Today I'm at home.==
Bored to the max,Nothing to do.):
How I wish I could go school and teachers would forget who I am.==
My records in school currently even the school clerk know who are we le.
Hais,If they could forget who are we,
Teachers would not keep picking on us and we would be free from the teachers.==
Still need to go to the Aramsay camp.Wtf.
They say the camp thingy our school is the 1st to experience the program.
Organised by the RP(republic poly).
Go pulau ubin camp 3 days 2 nights sia.
Wtf pathetic.Zzz
And how nice,
This camp is only organised specially for those with so called with bad records and attitude problems in school.Wtf.
I'm so friendly I also kana.
The world is unfair sialzxczx.
Currently,I'm sick.):
Hope I could get well on valentine's day.):
Bye peeps.(:

Dear,:B
I've got nothing to say.(:

2009-02-08T04:05:00.000-08:00

LOL,I'm back to update.
Today was a god damn tiring day.
Gg,I think this time round I'm seriously really sick.):
My throat is burning& I feel giddy.Zzz

Damn the weather.Zzz

Today woke up at around 11.30am.
Do my morning 'chores'.
Then went out with Mum today to get my breakfast.(:
Last night I didn't had my dinner.So was effing hungry when I woke up.
After that toped up my phone and sms-ed Dear.(:
She was like damn happy laa.(:LOL
Went to Gombak to find bernard,ben&weizheng.

Then went to east coast after meeting up with hiromi too.(:

The trip was fcuking far.):
Reached there,Slacked,But it started to drizzle so we took shelter away from the beach.
The weather played with us.==
It rained&stop all of a sudden.Wtfzxcz.
Then sat down and chat.(:
After that went to mac as hiromi was hungry.
GUESS WHAT?
Ben&weizheng found a 10 dollar note on the floor.LOL
Weizheng stepped on it,drag to Ben.
Ben acted as if he drop his wallet and at the same time pick up the 10 dollar note too.
LOLL.Epic sialzxczx.
Hahas,Then after eating slacked awhile went to boonlay place to put Ben's angkong.
He wanted to put '?'
But alas,the artist counselled him to not regret.
So at last he put 5 dots.LOL
I think thats for today.(:
Dear wrote me a poem.(:
DON'T WANT SHOW.:D
Takecare guys.(:

Dear,You too,
Shall never leave my side.(:

2009-02-06T06:27:00.000-08:00

Hmm,Feel like posting some pictures.(:
Enjoy.(:

Taken at vivo,hmm,26/1/09.

2009-02-06T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hoho,Today I didn't went to school.(:
It was like around 9.30a.m,
Zac&Leon poped-up at my door.(:
I was like,SURPRISED.LOL
They cycled from Gombak to Boonlay.OMG.Gay c0x.LOL

After that,Slacked at my house.

After that,11am we went to my mum's workplace to find her.(:
Talked to her then after that went out to CDANS.
Wtf,Cycled from boonlay to gombak.IMBA.Lulz.
Fcuking tiring.LOL.
I took lead to lead them.Wtf,I almost lost my life.
For example,Got once I was riding then I saw the stairs I thought of going slowly to go down.
THEN,Fcuk it.The sit too bumpy rammed my butt,Gay c0x,hit my balls too.Fcuking pain.==
Leon&Zac were back there laughing.==

Arse.LOL

Paiseh eh,Brought them to dead ends.LOL
1st: near the drain.LOL
2nd:me&zac,Leon ride down the batok corporation road link there.
Then I suggested a shortcut with zac.LOLLL
Reminds me of Ah long pte ltd.LOL
"shortcut shortcut."LOLLL
Then we went to the place where trucks&trains were parked.LOL
Then Leon from far way down ride back to see where were we.
Then I was riding zac.Wtf,we 2 went to a dead end.LOLLL

Laughing damn hard laa.

Quite fun.(:
Then after that stop at a gas station to buy water.):
The weather is fcuking hot manzczx.
Then tmd,The zac,ccb.
Me&leon fork out 1 buck each for him to take cab to CDANS,Then me&leon cycle to CDANS.
He take le say wan take cab home.
Holistic bitch.LOL.
Reached CDANS,Slacked there.
Sweating like nobody's buisness.
Called dear,She came out with Esmund&junkai.
WTF,Slacking halfway.

Suddenly from a distance of opposite the road of CDANS,We saw the humanities department teachers.

Consisting of the main;mdm.tang,Wtf.

I think zainab was there too?LOL
We all split our way & escaped.(:

Slack slack slack.

TRAINING.(:
*As dear don't allowed me to spar.
We ran around the basketball court&do pumpings.(:
Ok,I think that's all.(:
Takecare guys.(:

Dear,I miss you.(:
I want your time to be mine.):

2009-02-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

Today early morning,I went to meet leon.LOL
He pon school,Siao de.
'N' Levels le still pon school,LOL.

Seriously,I think his brain contains grass only.LOL.Retarded cat.(:

Slacked with him and left around 7.35a.m,Wallked from 323 to school.
Ok lah,Today was overall not bad?(:
Tmd,Went to F&N,That Mrs.Lim call me to take off my lip stud,Mofo her.Zzz
Then I pass it to her,At there 'play' with the class lor.LOL
Fcuk her manzxczx,I said a wrong mistake;"cows got 4 nipples!"
Wtf,Then she keep using that to suan me,Sian.
At last got back my stud,Force it in my lip,

Went Throughed.(:

After that,Went to have E.T
Fcuk the Ms.Ho laa,Hope she gets left on the shelf and be remain untouched.==
Pathetic Old Virgin.LOL
She sibei guailan sial,Go kacau Avind,NNB.==
She want attention nia.Zzz
Ok,Skip skip skip.
It was Mr.Lim's lesson.
Serena hyperventilate again.):
This time,The class quieten down a lot and it seems to help her a lot.(:
Thanks guyss!:D
Then during english lesson,Serena came back to class.
Glad to see her.(:
Sian,after school.A lot of things happen.
I lazy to go on le.(:
Maybe tomorrow I'm not going to school.I'm not feeling well seriously.
Takecare guys!:D

3 words,deep affection,Just you,
I love you.(:

Last words before I go to bed.(:

2009-02-04T06:41:00.000-08:00

Dear,I will not say things that will hurt you.
Neither will I break your heart that easily.
When you let your minds think wildly,You start to panic&cry.
Share your problems with me.(:
I won't leave you easily.
I don't break over quarrels&misunderstanding.
Cause,I cherish you.(:
Remember,We got to cross the obstacles together.(:
I love you.
Dun let your thoughts go wild,Okay?(:
I love you.(:

Wednesday,04/2/09

2009-02-04T03:24:00.000-08:00

Today was also another tiring day.

LOL,early morning reach school,Saw brent,LOL.
His piercing drop out when he was eating.LOLLL.After that,Less of the talk,I went back to my class to put my bag and attend for assembly.

LOL,The mr.yoong malu today sialzxczx.The prefect said;"School ser-di-ya."
Mr yoong put up his hands to his chest.LOL
He thought it was pledge taking.What a idiot.LOL
Then he paiseh put down his hand after 15secs of knowing he is wrong,

He put down his hand and shake his head paiseh.LOLLLL

After that assembly,Mr yoong talked to me and bernard again.Zzz
He talked quite friendly to us cause I was smiling to him.(:
Then after that,Went to the toilet to put back my piercing.Fcuk,My eyebrow stud just couldn't get in.==

Suddenly,

The door open,I saw Brent with his face so panic.LOL

His lips were bleeding,He re-pierced.LOLLLL
Kinda surprising that brent would actually pierce his lips,
He is the sort of scared of pain.Gg.Respect manzxcxz.

After that finally put in my stud.(:

Blablabla,After recess it was Wang xiu fang's lesson.Zz
She sibei guailan,I am trying to do the chinese composition,her speaker is like making me not concerntrating.Wdf.How to do.
Then that huimin.LOL
The voice so cute at behind there,Wang lao shi wang lao shi.LOLLL
I don't know whether to laugh or be fcuked up I turned behind and shouted and smile to them to lower down their volume.LOL
Instead,Wang xiu fang walked up to me guailan me.Wtf is her problem sia.
The speaker of her's is so fcuking irritating.
So i stood up and argued with her.
At last she nothing to say I sat down.==
Fcuk her manzxczx.LOL
Then I was feeling Giddy and fed up at the moment.
Finished my compo and went to rest.
Fionathor was kacau-ing me.LOL.

Sorry dear,Didn't meant to ignore you,I was really sick.):

Then during mr teng's lesson I slept.
Not knowing Fionathor cried cause I ignored her.==
Particularly,
I was sick and didn't feel like talking.She thought I was angry at her.
Silly girl,Why would I be angry over you?(:
Anyways,Sorry uh.):
After that went to CDAN's and slacked.
Fionathor says that my behaviour is just like a kid.WDF?==
Saddened,She left at 3.30.fetched her to the exit of CDAN's and proceeded to bernard's void deck.
Blablabla,We sparred and train again.(:
Esmund not bad,He can do it.(:
Only thing is he never train.(:

Keep it up Esmund.(:

Just reached home,All tired and giddy.):

Dear,I didn't mean to ignore you.
But I was really sick.Sorry for the misunderstandings I gave you.
I love you.):

Tuesday,3/2/09

2009-02-03T03:01:00.000-08:00

Today was kinda a lucky day.(:
Teachers did not catch me for my piercings.(:
Morning reach school,as usual,Walked around the school like nobody's buisness.(:

I think my relationship with teachers is kinda improving now.LOL

Skip the boring parts,Zzz.
I totally got a prejudice against Mr.Teng.==
He is kinda like showing his attitude to us.Wtf,I swear if he is giving me attitude again.
I'ma leave no stones unturned.LOL
Sorry eh Avind.:x
Said something wrong today.LOL.
Avind is my gay partner.(:
Damn funny la him.Always give that pathetic face.LOL
Avind keep shouting at bernard saying;"Ang soon!ang soon!"
LOL.Instead,Aiksoon looked at him and give that blur look.LOLLLL
Fatin&Serena thinks that Aiksoon is cute.LOL.
I think so too.(:LOLLL
During Mdm.Shahada period,Serena hyperventilate again.==
Passed her a paper bag she don't want.==

Then I say i report to teacher?She say don't want.

Then worsen le cannot relax.==

Hope she recovers sooner or later.):
To those guys out there in 3N2,Wtf sial,
Serena although you all are not so close with her.
At least show some care and thoughts for her?
She is having a difficult time and you all are shouting and making noise.What is this?
Totally dissapointed la.==
To those who even mimicked her ventilating actions.
Don't be a scumbag.==
For her next time if she hypervent again,I shall spot those mimicking her actions and give no chances.==

Nevermind,forget about it.After all we are still in the same class.(:
No offence,Just my thinking.
But serious.==

After school,Went to CDANs,Slacked over there.
I slept like nobody's buiness.LOL.The guard tell me to put down my legs,But i was asleep.LOL
So don't really care.hahas.:x
After that,Leon came,Woah,Is today piercing day?
4 people i know get to get their lip piercing.
Leon pierced his tongue.OMG,He vomited.
Nevermind,Its kinda slanted anyway.
But it was a good job done by Siva anyway.(:
Waited for Dear to release from CCA,Failed to see her.
Waited like from 3pm to 6.30pm,
LOL.But at last didn't saw her.):

Kinda dissapointed.

But,Patience is a virtue.!:D
Hope I get to sit with her tomorrow.(:

Don't be remorseful,my dear.
I don't put it to my heart.(:
Just don't do it again next time.(:
I love you.(:

Monday,2/2/09

2009-02-02T04:25:00.000-08:00

Today was a effing tiring day,Hope tomorrow will be better.(:

Reach school attended for assembly.

Holyshit.

Got stayed back by Mdm.MINI.D:

Then blablabla,Skip the boring parts.

Mr yoong talked to me,

I was like wtf,He brought me to Susan Lim to write a letter of apology for shouting at her.==

I saw Susan Lim,I approached her,Talked to her.
Wdf She is quite friendly.(:

I was like smiling through out the conversation with her.LOL

She said i need anger management.==.How greattt.~_~
She said that my attitude is better now.(:

I learnt that smiling to get pass things is so much easier then putting a frown on my face.LOL

Blablabla,During afternoon assembly,Mr liu talked to me again.

He told me I should lead the class as I'm the oldest of all of them.==
I was like wdf.He wants me to monitor the class.
Gg.I shall not take up the job.LOL

Today slacked at Bernardd's house downstairs.

Training.(:
How nice,They went to play soccer police came.==
Unlucky day,You will know more as your read further deep down.
Manage to sneak away from the police thanks to me ex-maid.LOLL
Went up her house to have my prescribed medication.
By the way,The pills suck.==
After that,blablabla,Haziq they all went to soccer court and got daiji.==
Went down to talk and helped.LULZ.
At last misunderstanding.Aiyo,Today is unlucky day.Right?

To naufal&Ben;
Things turn out the way you don't want to be,But this is your 1st time.
I did not blame you all.Cause everything has it's 1st time.
Don't put it to your heart.
I don't want to say so much,Cause you yourself know.
No matter what,Wenjie still trust you.(:
Don't lose faith.(:
Kuntong gin na kong yi ki.(:

Hey girl,
I'm missing you right now.
The moment you left out of my sight.It's just like pulling my veins off my heart.
I miss you.I shan't leave you.

Promise?(:

Takecare guys.(:

2009-02-01T03:41:00.000-08:00

Ohyea,

I fcuking miss My ex-classmates..):

These guys are, Zhiying,Brent,Larry,Jiawei,xijie,jinghao,jingxian,leon,gabriel,qijin,dzul &lots more.):

We use to be sooo close.Great minds like us,the Peeps.

We think like one,acted like one.
Sleep as one.:x
Guys,I miss you.):

Sunday,Febuary 1,

2009-02-01T02:10:00.000-08:00

Mwhawhaw...
Surprised?:D
Well,Created a blog,Just want to kill some time in my life.xD

1st issue of the day,

My hand!D:

Just went to 'massage' my hand.It was freaking pain can?==
But then somehow,I laughed in the process of it.Weird.Lulz.
I'm going to learn guitar from my mum's friend.:D
And play it to ♥Fionathor!~_~
It takes time to practice,okay?!D:If anyone out there would be friendly enough to teach me,It would be GREAT!
I'm bored,Lloyd,Junkai,Bernard&Jocasta visited me.(:
So kind of them (:
But Junkai left like after 5 minutes i see him.==

Now I'm lonely,Thinking of Fionathor!D:
That girl,always make me worry.==
Chou ji dan,I'ma punch her if she makes me worry again.==
LOL.If I'm not wrong,
Today she is going to bai tai sui with her father?o.O
Hope she will be back early.):

Ok,Let's talk about 3n2.(:

Although I retain,There peeps down there in 3N2 staring of the year seems to be soooo afraid of us.==
Just by the rumors they heard,They think we are bad kids.):
Hmm,currently,They changed their point of view towards us now.(:
Their mindset of us is,friendly,kind&STUDIOUS!LOL!:x
Made some new friends,I find myself going along with almost everyone i know.LOL
I'm friendly :D

Fionathor thinks I'm fierce.):How sad.
Ok,I think i got to go now.(:
Bye peeps.(:

I love you,Where are you?):